Some Stuff, More Stuff, and some Stuffy Stuffs

Well, I've finally done it. Against my better judgement.

I joined Twitter.

I don't know how it works.

But Imma give it the ole college try.

Come follow me.

@Carly_Ann_13

In other news...

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows 2 finally arrived at my house. I watched it. I laughed. I cried. And now I'm sad that it's over.

We're hosting Thanksgiving at my house, so I'll be spending the majority of my weekend cleaning and trying to ease mom's stress.

I ordered Chad's Christmas presents yesterday: A bow and two game cameras. EXPENSIVE.

It tried to snow here yesterday. Thankfully, it was an unsuccessful endeavor for Mother Nature. I don't want snow until AFTER Thanksiving... preferrably not until after I have my Christmas shopping done.

On the weight loss front:

I'm still desperately trying to find that magic pill that makes these 65 pounds melt off overnight. No such luck. So instead I am still trying to do things the "healthy" way... eating less, working out more, getting more sleep, and drinking lots of water.

This shit sucks.

I was just telling Chad last night that I know my life will be so much better if I am skinnier. I'll feel happier. I'll be more confident. I won't feel embarassed when I am out in public with my friends.

I hate being the girl who looks like a blob in pictures.

I hate being the girl who can't find pants that fit.

I hate feeling like poeple are judging me when I order food at a restaurant.

So, that is how things are going for me.

I'm still fat.

BOO.